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photo from our trip to the mexican riviera
today was a quiet day, a nice wind down from the weekend. the little man demanded had my full and undivided attention from am to pm. fairly certain that the timing of broc leaving on monday and then me leaving him for two days so soon after was not the best, but, life happens. am so grateful for my brother and sister-in-law who so willingly watched him! it helped knowing he was in superb hands.
so today was all about the little sir himself. we slept in, played many games of “vroom vroom” & “rock a bye baby”, spent time with family, perfected our raptor noises, ate yummy homemade strawberry ice cream (thanks aileen!), took a long meandering walk through our neighborhood, and ended the night with cuddles and a part of “horton hears a who”. i love how he smiles and giggles at that movie, or eagerly anticipates his favorite parts. oh my little man. i missed him the last two days. now that he is all snug as a bug in bed though, it’s time to get down to business.
friday and saturday were packed with a lot of punches for me. one right after the other it seemed. they were good ones though, ones that have knocked some much needed sense back into me. it was as though the universe was testing me, “you want to be less of a chicken? you want to step out of your comfort zone? you want to be more present in your life? oh really? really? well, we’ll see about that?…”
have had this nagging voice inside of me for the past ten years that i want to be a business owner. that i want to be my own boss. that i want to own my own company. always though, i find an excuse to ignore this voice or to silence it with excuses, complaints, pity parties, and drama. i discuss it with family and friends, or with broc, but always shoo the idea away almost immediately after. with thoughts of “who do i think i am?”
after the conference though, i’ve decided that voice can no longer be ignored. i can’t live in fear anymore. i can’t keep being so afraid of failure that it paralyzes me into doing nothing. really, if i’m completely honest i’m not afraid of the failure itself, i’m afraid of what people will think of me if i fail. i mean, who am i to think i can run a company and be successful at it? but then again, who am i that anyone will seriously care? right?
well, i’m going to find out. i’m going to find out exactly who i am, and then some, i’m sure.
i have a few ideas on the table as to which direction i want to take this new adventure. so a surprise it will have to be, stay tuned! am spending time digging deep and pinpointing my truest of true passion(s) to ensure said business venture, will correspond to a “t”. i believe i have the end result in mind, what my grandest dream would be, but i realize i need to start with baby steps. patience is a virtue that seems to allude me, but i realize i will need to include patience in my circle of bff’s if i am ever to succeed. rome wasn’t built in a day. nor, was my fear of being seen as a failure.
there will be many changes coming to this blog over the next while, so please pardon the dust. one of the changes you may have already noticed such as the new addition of something that goes “tweet tweet” along my sidebar. yes, i have taken to twittering. i can be found @live2binspired. please join me in this new found fun. (well, new for me!) any other tweeters out there?!?
and on that note, will be back tuesday with all the juicy details of the conference. night!
